tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26267879583268627062024-03-19T01:48:06.187-07:00Evan's RamblingsI frequently make no sense- this is an outlet to do so on a variety of topics near and dear to my heart.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-24213145177848497832012-12-29T10:53:00.004-07:002012-12-29T10:53:43.093-07:00<div style="text-align: left;">
And time to break my hiatus again! (In deference to the last post - I've started using FB more too.) Thanks to an agreement with a friend, I've started painting on the Dark Vengeance marines, and tried something resembling a Work in Progress set of photos.</div>
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I started with just the first half of the Tac squad - the Sarge, plasma gunner, and three normal tactical marines. Here they are disassembled and ready for priming - I've found it's the easiest way to get all the fiddly bits painted with my unsteady hands.</div>
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Primed and ready to go!</div>
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And here they are with the green.</div>
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Close up. Little hard to tell since the green is so dark.</div>
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After that was silver. (I also put some Mournfang Brown on the purity seal bases, but it was small enough I didn't get an in-between shot.</div>
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And here they are assembled, mid-way through overall painting, to show the progress I've made thus far.</div>
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As you can see, a fair amount of work to do - the DA shoulderpads need white, the sarge needs pink on the face, the plasma coils need their treatment, his mini-shrine needs white and gold, and they need touching up and some wash, then highlighting. I'm pretty happy with how far along they are at the moment, though - it felt good to do some more painting.</div>
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As an aside, here's a shot to show you most of my last painting in the past eight months. The Photobucket where these are all hosted also has more shots of my workspace, more pictures of the progress, and a couple showing me at work and how much my hair's grown. </div>
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Any of you who stuck with me over the year and a half of no posts - thank you! I'm going to start posting more regularly - and painting more/ more often - and your patience will be rewarded.</div>
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Ta for now!</div>
evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-21360269654346474642011-06-06T08:50:00.002-07:002011-06-06T08:57:39.699-07:00I hope this doesn't go the Facebook waywhere I only log on every four or five months.<br /><br />A fair amount has happened as of late, so I claim that it's warranted, in this case.<br /><br />Last Saturday got married to my longtime girlfriend/fiancee. The wedding was beautiful, and the pictures are up on Facebook if any of you have me friended there. We then rented a cabin for a week up in the forest with no internet, and the vacation did us both a lot of good.<br /><br />Now we're just dealing with the aftermath of trying to fit two people's accumulated stuff in a single apartment.<br /><br />Hobby-wise, I've picked up the motivation to paint some more; picked up a squad of IG troops to see if I enjoyed painting them. (The jury's still out on it, but it'll be a LONG time before I start picking up an army, if ever.) My Dark Angels are still a mix of plastic gray, basecoat black, and a first coat of DA green; I finally took a leaf out of Drax' book and made myself a painting chart. Boy, do I have a long way to go.<br /><br />I've more or less given up on the Wood Elves - they could be an interesting army, but I don't know that I really want to put the effort into mastering them. I'll hang onto them, and probably paint them at slow times, but my WFB heart really lies with the Tomb Kings - and now that we've got all sorts of new releases for them, it's a great time to pick up the army.<br /><br />I've also been painting the minis for my friend's board game Talisman - they all came plastic gray, which was just too boring. They've taken the paint pretty well (I'm matching them to the cards they came with) and are looking fantastic - I just need a clear sealant so that they don't rub off too badly over time.<br /><br />Still trucking along at Express Scripts - now a senior supervisor, and have been for a couple months. Still trying to get the hang of all the different responsibilities - customer service has a lot of aspects. It's not all fun, and games, and angry customers, let me tell you.<br /><br />Well, that's it for now, I suppose. I'll try and get pictures up soon of anything I've done recently - but I know better than to promise, I suppose. The last one didn't pan out, after all.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-23144560361661195832010-12-22T18:08:00.002-07:002010-12-22T18:20:10.693-07:00Awake from hibernation.It's been forever since I made a blog post. I need to change that; and have done so.<br /><br />It's been a hectic time in general since my last posts. A fair amount has changed; I'm now happily engaged, with the wedding set for May 28th, 2011. I'm a supervisor at the call center for Express Scripts - they're one of the largest pharmacy benefit managers in the United States, and while the job is stressful, I love the work I do and the people I work with. Finally got my own apartment in August, and have been living alone for the first time ever, basically. I've been pretty active in the <a href="http://bmgf.bulbagarden.net/forumdisplay.php?f=393">URPG</a>; if you're part of it, my SN should be fairly obvious.<br /><br />Now, for the interesting part to my few followers:<br /><br />I've still been moderately active in Warhammer painting. I think I got a little burned out with the TOEMP, because it challenged me to do a lot more than I normally do, in a shorter period of time; and at that time, I was juggling a lot of stuff that has subsided. I've got another half squad of Dark Angels completely painted, have bought a land raider and am painting it, same with a drop pod (for the Dreadnought; he really has mobility issues if deployed with the rest of the army, so a drop pod will let me put him where he needs to be).<br /><br />Still have my 2 squads of Deathwing, one kitted out with storm bolters and power fists, and the other with lightning claws/ thunder hammers and storm shields. The former will be a great squad to teleport in to important spots, while the latter works great assaulting out of the Land Raider Crusaider that I've basically got assembled. Bought a set of the Ravenwing bikers, and have assembled one - I'm experimenting with doing the painting first, then the assembly, so that I don't have to try and reach the brush into the tiny nooks and crannies, which worked amazingly well; unfortunately, it was also very time-consuming, and now I don't want to have to do the same for the other 5.<br /><br />Still am enjoying the painting that I do with metallics, and the chances I've had to use washes; they really help bring the models to life with the small details they create. I wish I'd tried them sooner, because what I know now about painting would have really helped me get started with the hobby a lot better. (I'd also not have 1500 points of DA waiting for painting, a massive pile that's just frightening.) But I suppose that everyone has to start somewhere.<br /><br />Anyway, I suppose that's enough life details for now. Thanks for still following me, those who did - I promise I'll post pictures of the models soon so you can see for yourselves what I've been doing.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-87652757115834348582010-04-04T08:56:00.003-07:002010-04-04T10:07:31.227-07:00State Press on the Pope hate bandwagon<span style="font-size:85%;">Full article at http://www.statepress.com/2010/04/01/questioning-the-legacy-of-%E2%80%98people%E2%80%99s-pope%E2%80%99-john-paul-ii/<br /><br />Article by Austin Yost, published in the State Press, the ASU campus newspaper on Friday.<br /></span><p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">On April 2, 2005, Pope John Paul II, a man hailed by many as “The People’s Pope,” passed away.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">According to the BBC, a month after John Paul died, his predecessor, Pope Benedict XVI, started the process to have him entered into sainthood.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">While it is taking longer than some people expected for Pope Benedict to approve a miracle that John Paul supposedly performed (which would allow John Paul to be beatified and placed one step away from sainthood), it seems to be an appropriate time to begin the necessary evaluation of the legacy that Pope John Paul II left behind.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">During his tenure as the head of state of Vatican City, Pope John Paul II certainly did many admirable and praiseworthy deeds.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">According to the BBC, he is often credited with contributing to the end of communist rule in Europe. His consistent disparagement of communism played a significant role in its widespread and overdue demise.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">In March 2000, Pope John Paul II begged for forgiveness for some of the wrongdoings that the Catholic Church has been responsible for over its history, according to Christianity Today. Among other things, he apologized for the Crusades, the Inquisition, injustice toward women and the Vatican’s silence throughout the Holocaust.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">The good things he did are certainly appreciated and applauded frequently, but some people seem to have forgotten some of the less desirable positions Pope John Paul II held and supported.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">I don’t think it can be said he deserves the constant praise and admiration that is so generously awarded to him.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">His unwavering position on contraceptives, even in the face of a seemingly abject crisis with a fast-spreading AIDS virus, has been responsible for the deaths, anguish and despair of millions of people in Africa. His position has had devastating and tragic effects on the lives of many people, and we mustn’t be allowed to forget that.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">For someone who many people say worked tirelessly to bring people together, Pope John Paul II had some rather troubling and questionable things to say about the inclinations of homosexuals. In his 1986 Letter to the Bishops of the Catholic Church on the Pastoral Care of Homosexual Persons he wrote, “Although the particular inclination of the homosexual person is not a sin, it is a more or less strong tendency ordered toward an intrinsic moral evil; and thus the inclination itself must be seen as an objective disorder.” He deliberately further separated a portion of the world’s population, not for something they did, but merely for their natural and congenital inclinations.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">In 2000, Pope John Paul II made Saint Thomas More the “heavenly Patron of Statesmen and Politicians.” According to Christianity.com, Thomas More burned people alive in England for having the courage to own a Bible in English. Awarding Thomas More this title is rather ironic. To give him any recognition is to distort history and make a mockery of what actually constitutes as virtuous or praiseworthy.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">The things Pope John Paul II did while he was alive will be remembered for many years. While I certainly concede that he did many good things, I refuse to forget about the abominable and iniquitous positions he held and urged others to hold.</span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Before we hop on the bandwagon for “The People’s Pope,” we need to evaluate Pope John Paul II’s life and the things he did and determine whether he really deserved the legacy that his supporters are attempting to build for him. I don’t think he did.</span></p><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />The pope's position on contraceptives is the same as the whole Church. It must be. Before we even get into the correctness of the position, let's look at the fallacies in the sentence:<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial;">His unwavering position on contraceptives, even in the face of a seemingly abject crisis with a fast-spreading AIDS virus, has been responsible for the deaths, anguish and despair of millions of people in Africa. His position has had devastating and tragic effects on the lives of many people, and we mustn’t be allowed to forget that.</span><br /><br />As to the position; AIDS can be transmitted through many means, generally with contact from bodily fluids or the bloodstream. AIDS can be passed from one junkie to another by a shared needle, or from a mother to her child. Contraceptives wouldn't help either of these vectors for transmission. Sure, there are needle-recycling programs, and there's theoretically the option for abortion - but what if the junkies aren't in a town with a needle recycler, or the mother wants to keep her child? Sooner or later, it should be realized that these 'solutions' are simply addressing the symptoms rather than the disease.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">Those people aren't dying because the Pope won't let them use condoms. They are dying because they're engaging in premarital sexual relations and illegal drug use. The Church has long taught against sins of the flesh, restricting the use of the sexual act to the marital union. Abstinence is infinitely more effective than contraceptives; contraceptives can break, but if they didn't have relations until they were married, it could only be spread from one person to their permanent partner; and most likely, they wouldn't even have gotten it in the first place.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial;">For someone who many people say worked tirelessly to bring people together, Pope John Paul II had some rather troubling and questionable things to say about the inclinations of homosexuals. In his 1986 Letter to the Bishops of the Catholic Church on the Pastoral Care of Homosexual Persons he wrote, “Although the particular inclination of the homosexual person is not a sin, it is a more or less strong tendency ordered toward an intrinsic moral evil; and thus the inclination itself must be seen as an objective disorder.” He deliberately further separated a portion of the world’s population, not for something they did, but merely for their natural and congenital inclinations</span>.<br /><br />Think about it this way. If we accept the premise that Darwin was correct on evolution, homosexuality would be a counter-survival mutation. Homosexuals cannot naturally have children with each other; the first gay gazelles on the African savanna would also be the last. It's different with us because we are more than animals; though we are also creatures, we have our intellect, will, and conscience.<br /><br />As he said, the inclination is not a sin; in fact, we are called to love all our fellow Man, male and female alike. However, there is a difference between brotherly love and sexual relations. We are all inclined towards sin; it's whether we give in to it or not that determines the evil we do. Homosexuals who have carnal relations are engaging in an act contrary to their species; they are perverting organs that were intended towards the furthering of the species into self-gratifying acts only performed for the enjoyment they get from it. He is not deliberately separating a portion of the population; in fact, he is likening them to ourselves with the inclination towards sin; but he is condemning those who, like the previous point, are deliberately frustrating what should be a creative act, and subverting it for self-gratification.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >In 2000, Pope John Paul II made Saint Thomas More the “heavenly Patron of Statesmen and Politicians.” According to Christianity.com, Thomas More burned people alive in England for having the courage to own a Bible in English. Awarding Thomas More this title is rather ironic. To give him any recognition is to distort history and make a mockery of what actually constitutes as virtuous or praiseworthy.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">This one is just outright wrong. Thomas More was chancellor when 6 heretics were burned at the stake - and though he approved of it, they were burned for unrepentant heresy, not owning an English bible. And though it was in increase in number from the 30 that occurred in the century prior, 300 occurred during the subsequent reign of Mary Tudor, which almost would paint him as moderate. It was a common practice when dealing with heretics who refused to repent.<br /><br />The reason that More crusaded against the English bibles that he speaks of was that they were poorly translated and theologically inferior to the ones they had available. (It should be noted that they were mostly the work of William Tyndale and swaths of it were incorporated to become the King James version of the Bible.)</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">But putting all that aside - what does even his flawed premise have to do with statesmen or politicians, and his being a patron thereof?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">So there really wasn't much in the way of truth to this particular expression of venom against the prior pope. Just like there isn't much truth in the allegations being leveled at our current pope regarding the sex scandals in the Church. These people are just using whatever ammunition they can find to level it against the Church. They really shouldn't be wasting their time, though; all the forces of hell will not prevail against its gates, so a few journalists with a chip on their shoulder don't have a chance.</span>evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-31043577792867395332010-01-24T13:34:00.003-07:002010-01-24T13:39:53.777-07:00The Non Nobis networkNon nobis, non nobis, Domine<br />Sed nomini tuo da gloriam.<br /><br />Assuming any of you still read this blog - and I'd be surprised if any of you did - most of my followers weren't here in the US. We've been having a big furor- too big for me to reasonably break it down simply - about the state and future of US healthcare. The major bill in the Senate, which would have allowed, nay, required federal and taxpayer funding for abortions seemed to be inevitable - but it didn't pass the House, and a few brave, committed souls in both branches have said they'll do what they can to keep that provision of the bill out of any legislature. The blog that the title links back to should have enough of a breakdown recently if anyone is actually interested in it.<br /><br />Anyways, I really should start posting more pictures of my various army paintings. I've been getting them done, slowly but surely, and not as fast as the TOEMP; but the hassle of taking the pictures, uploading them, formatting and posting was more than my lazy bum wanted to do. I'll fix that, soon - one of my company sargeants, my assault marines, my librarian, and some of my assault Terminators need their time in the limelight still.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-58260555139732123662009-08-27T13:26:00.004-07:002009-08-27T13:42:15.802-07:00Challenge 2 - MetAlright, this one was a bit of a rush job. I had solid days of interviews, work, and running around town trying to settle everything- I'm still pretty proud of what came of it, though.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00766.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00766.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This angle, you can see the freehanded Dark Angels crest on the left shoulder. I applied it with a toothpick (the stirring stick you see at the bottom of the picture) because I don't yet have the brush control I'd like. You can also see, on the base, the crosswalk and road lines - even part of the left turn arrow, though his foot is placed right over it. That was happy coincidence, on my part, because the bits I did get were a pain.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00767.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00767.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This shot didn't have very good lighting- there's lines of black on the Oath of the Moment, or the Purity Seal (never sure which is which) and the tanks on his meltagun arm were based with dark grey, covered with boltgun metal, then a thin coat of Scab Red was applied. The metal doesn't shine through as I'd hoped- probably should have mixed the two and then painted for the real effect I wanted. On this one, again, you can see details of the road lines. (As I live in the US, my only reference is US road markings, so that's what I've done them as.)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00768.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00768.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Shot of the front- shows the scrollwork on the leg quite well, actually. His name was originally Brother Davidicus, but there was no way I was fitting that all there- his name is now simply Brother David. You can also sort of see the red that I went over the lenses with, and the light grey of the hoses leading to the sarcophagus- I really like the contrast between those, and the ones lower down or on his arm. They indicate that what they're funneling power, etc. to is different than the rest of the suit, sort of a cut above simple leg motor cables.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00769.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00769.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Shot of the back, here- you can see the extent of the Boltgun Metal on all the assemblies down there (the codex didn't have any rear views of it, for which I'm disappointed- I had to guess) and you can sort of see the back of the meltagun tanks, and the cable to the close combat weapon which I painted Bleached Bone just for the contrast.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00770.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00770.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Here, I tried to go with a shot involving everything I'd painted for the TOEMP so far. Tried to arrange them in a fashion where all the road lines matched up, which worked fine except for the sergeant.<br /><br />Well, there you have it- my dreadnaught. Points:<br />Walker - 5 pts<br />Icons - 1 pt<br />Lenses - 1 pt<br />Walker Details freehand - 5 Pts<br />On time - 1 pt<br /><br />Total - 13 ptsevanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-57719164986859755532009-08-27T13:18:00.003-07:002009-08-27T13:24:53.348-07:00A whole week!Sorry it's been so long since I updated. I've been rushing to get my hiring paperwork done at a new job, and scrambling to find both a new place to live, and someone to replace me at the current apartment, in addition to working nearly full-time. Unfortunately, my internet is usually the one that pays the price, so I haven't had a chance to do my in-progress shots and dialogue for my TOEMP. (Just finished the dreadnaught, will have pics up on the next post in a sec)<br /><br />The new job is at Express Scripts- the company itself handles medical benefits packages for corporations- say you get health insurance from work, we'd deal with the details of it. When someone has a higher copay than normal, or wants to see if a prescription is covered under their plan, we'd be the ones called- specifically, I'd be the guy on the phone. Training will either start Monday morning, if someone drops out of the already-full class, or the 28th September with the next class.<br /><br />As to the new living situation, I'm going to be moving in with a couple friends (and the sister of one of them) in a house a bit farther than campus. Rent, utilities, and internet will only be 300 a month instead of 385 for rent, 34 for internet, and ~45 for utilities. The house has a garage, attic, and pool, with a few places I'm going to turn into gardens. The bedrooms are decent-sized, but the living room and dining room are positively huge. Kitchen's fairly large too, and the bathrooms are actually in nice condition. Will post pics of all this at a later date, and we've decided to name the place 'Hive of Scum and Villainy' as the majority of us are Star Wars fans. For a shorter name, we go with Mos Eisley.<br /><br />Anyways, time for my TOEMP post. It'll be up in a couple minutes.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-67336751819360227882009-08-17T15:14:00.004-07:002009-08-27T13:43:07.728-07:00In time, depending on time zone.I packed everything up last night, thinking I was finished, but the uploading of pictures was taking forever. Probably for the best; when I woke up, I realized I hadn't painted the Deathwing symbols on their free shoulder pads. The first couple pictures were pre-that, but I like them and didn't want to have wasted the effort.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00756.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00756.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Here's a shot from behind, to show that I dropped some Chaos Black on the accordion joints between the limbs, also pre-Deathwing markings.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00757.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00757.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Here's one of them laying down- trying to get a decent shot to show off that I hit both their eye slots and the auspex lenses with some Scab Red.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00762.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00762.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Here's one showing the actual work on the shoulderpads. Had to freehand it, no transfers, and I discovered that early in the morning, my hands are shaky as all get out. I tried using a pencil to draw guidelines, but they didn't show well enough, and my hands didn't have the control to stay with them. They still turned out okay, I think.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00760.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00760.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Final shot of them, and you can even see the basing. I decided that, since I like cityfighting so much, I would just put their bases back to black and draw road markings on top. Was slightly hampered by not having a yellow, but they turned out decently enough, I think.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00759.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00759.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>So there's my entry- I had finished painting at 12:15 PM on Monday the 17th, and am posting this at 3:28 PM on Monday the 17th.<br /><br />One thing I'm not sure of, for the points- I did the Deathwing icons freehand, and I also painted the purity seals, Crux Terminatus, hoses, and things like that. Would that be 1, 5, or 6 points per model?evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-49423113709195624102009-08-13T10:33:00.002-07:002009-08-13T10:48:18.274-07:00Battle report!This battle saw me pitted against my friend who initially got me into this game. He was playing his Tyranids, mostly a monstrous creatures army (6 carnifexes and a hive tyrant!) and I was marching my Dark Angels, both of us at 1500 points.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00742.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00742.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>I had forgotten the camera in my pocket, so the first picture I took was after I had moved, and shot, and he had taken out half my veterans in his first shooting phase.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00743.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00743.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This was his army after the first moving turn. What he didn't field in 'fexes, he made up for with genestealers.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00744.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00744.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Tried to show the beginning of the serious engagement with this shot, but it doesn't seem to have worked that well.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00745.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00745.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>After the fiasco of the first turn, I dropped one squad of my tactical marines back to secure my objective.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00746.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00746.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Bugger managed to immobilise my rhino after the first shooting phase, and through the next five turns, never got it working again. He also took out both storm bolters on it, making it essentially useless.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00747.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00747.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>The squad of scouts was a bad idea- tried to flank around him, but never had the movement to shoot, then assault, giving me the charge. Which, I learned in a minute, would have been worthless, as the genestealers have I6 and my scouts, only I4.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00748.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00748.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>In this shot, you can see my lone Terminator captain, after the deep striking worked perfectly and they failed to actually damage any of the 'sniper' 'fexes. I had to charge a veteran sargeant in there with a power sword to get those wounds you see just past his ass. The assault marines also dropped in fine, and unloaded into the genestealers- getting a single wound, which was saved against, and nearly killing one of mine from a bad plasma weapon roll.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00749.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00749.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Pretty much my final hope, at this point- his genestealers still weren't at their objective, and I had mine secured. I don't have any more pictures, but he had to run his carnifexes across the board to blow the living daylights out of my last squad, and in turn 6 he finally secured his own objective. My last ditch effort in 6 was to drop a couple of frag missiles into them, see if I could get them to run- he'd left them out of synapse- but I only managed to kill one of them, and his 'fexes wiped me out.<br /><br />Next time I'm up against monstrous creatures with toughness 6 or 7 and four wounds apiece, I'm throwing more meltaguns into my squad, and replacing the scouts and rhino with my Dreadnaught. I really need to get a drop pod for him, so I can field him deep enough to make a difference. I could also use a serious devastator squad, 2 lascannons and 2 plasma cannons, so I can put the missile launchers back into the squads just in case I need them.<br /><br />Also, sorry for the blurry pictures- I'm still getting used to the camera, and some days are better than others.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-63890650006696103812009-08-13T10:26:00.002-07:002009-08-13T10:33:40.736-07:00Sorry about the lack of posting yesterday- Photobucket's bulk uploader was being fiddly. This picture is after I've touched up the designs on the front of their chests, and put some red on the eyes/guns/auspex whatchamahoosit.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00737.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00737.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This is them all assembled and pretty.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00740.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00740.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Since these pictures were taken, I've also put some black into the joints between plates, behind the knees, places like that; and put Chainmail on the metal parts of the guns and sword. Don't have pictures of that, yet, but I still need to do a flesh color on the face, put a strong gray on the Crux Terminatus, hoses and auspexes, and touch up where I was over-enthusiastic with the Bleached Bone.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-39498761226921546672009-08-11T12:48:00.004-07:002009-08-11T16:46:11.234-07:00And I continue the post avalanche.Time for some terrain shots.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00710.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00710.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This was the crashed Aquila lander that came in the Battle for Macragge box set I got to start off my collecting. (Yes, they now sell it as a standalone piece, but I got those darned space marines!) I painted it a few days ago, or at least started, this is what I've done so far.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00712.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00712.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>That was the main body of the lander- going to eventually paint it DA green, but for now, I'm basecoating it black.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00713.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00713.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>That was the cockpit, with some blue painted on the windows. You can just barely see behind it how it was a light tan color first; I was originally going to just make it a neutral color, but now that I'm fully behind the Dark Angels, I'll kit it up to look like it belongs to them. It'll go well with the Monastery that 73rd held onto the templates from. As a side note, I emailed GW about the article, to see if it'd get published as a book, or put back online, but they said negative.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00711.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00711.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This is an example piece I did to show the color scheme once finished. I'm going to freehand the red lines, and a big red sword, on the back of the shuttle so it has some nice, pretty sword-and-wings iconography.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00714.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00714.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>And this is a collected shot, with the pieces in (more or less) the right places. I'll post as I continue with it, but it might take longer, since I've got the TOEMP going on keeping me busy.<br /><br />Tomorrow at noon, I've got a game set up at the local store; have my friend Greg, who plays Eldar, that I normally game against, and invited my friend Ishmael (who has complete Ork and Tyranid armies- guy must really like hordes) to come along as well. With the Emperor's blessing, I will be victorious.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-84519681408016701672009-08-11T11:51:00.003-07:002024-03-18T16:03:38.739-07:00Bleached Bone time<p>To start off this post, I'll put up a picture my lovely girlfriend snapped as I worked.</p><p>This is after I got the bleached bone on them all- before assembly, and after.<br /><a href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00722.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00722.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 600px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 800px;" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00729.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00729.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 600px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 800px;" /></a><a href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00728.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00728.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 600px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 800px;" /></a><br />Still need to paint their storm bolters, the Sergeant's face and power sword, go over the joints with black, the aquilas with green, and the Crux Terminatus in some nice gray shade. I'm going to the game store tomorrow, and might grab a Chestnut wash to try and even out the color- there's still brush strokes all over, and places where the white shows through, but not as bad as they gray did through the white.</p>evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-48946989946216101552009-08-10T14:51:00.003-07:002009-08-11T12:01:54.170-07:00Basecoating the DeathwingThis is a shot of the Deathwing before I started, just standing all together. It's a tad blurry, but the Sergeant has a power sword, the rest have power fists, and they all have storm bolters.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00698.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00698.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>I hadn't glued them together (they came from the space marines battleforce box, plastic push-together models) which made my life so much easier. It'll also make things easier to swap out the weapons for lightning claws when i get a few.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00701.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00701.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Same stage, different angle.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00699.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00699.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This is, as you can probably see, when I stuck everything back on after the Skull White basecoat.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00708.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00708.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Different angle of the same thing.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00709.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00709.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>You can't really see it in the pictures, but the paint job is fairly terrible. Spots show through like mad, there's brushstrokes everywhere. My biggest problem, I think, is that the paint is too thick- I didn't want to water down the whole pot of Skull White just to basecoat these guys, and I didn't have a handy palette to do it with just a little. I'm going to go back over it, give them a second coat, sometime this afternoon when they finish drying.<br /><br />By the way, 73rd, I'm playing the assault card- that one with bonus points for more than half again the points value. Hopefully starting off strong will keep me interested and enthused as we go along.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-7048723424622285202009-08-10T14:12:00.003-07:002009-08-11T12:01:21.362-07:00Quick runthrough of my armyHere's a few shots of my army, in all its Unforgiven glory<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00676.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 600px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00676.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>.<br /><br /><br />Company Master Rafael is standing at the fore, with his veterans (disrobed, lawl) right behind him. To the left is my four 10-man squads of tactical marines, with their sergeants; all are kitted out with a flamer and rocket launcher. The blue squad was traded for my termagaunts from the Battle for Macragge starter set. Front right is my Scout squad; right behind them, my Assault marines, with a standalone company of veterans to their left. In the back is their Rhino transport (as yet unnamed) and the Dreadnaught containing the remains of Brother Davidius. To his left, a squad of Deathwing terminators, and to his right are a few scattered marines- one with a meltagun, and a couple of people that came from the Macragge set I haven't done anything with. Freestanding in the middle is my converted Chaplain, and freestanding to the right is my converted Librarian.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00692-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 156px; height: 225px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00692-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Here's a closer view of the librarian. (For the record, it was a pain in the ass to get it there <-- so hopefully you enjoy it) I pretty much went with a standard marine, but I glued a book from something I got onto one shoulder pad. Hey, it counts, okay? The other shoulderpad, the picture I took didn't come out, but it's the standard bearer shoulderpad with the sword bisecting the laurel. I'm going to make the background green, and the sword and laurel either red or white- haven't decided- to make what looks to be, at a distance, the Dark Angels crest. <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00694-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 397px; height: 312px;" src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c40/evanfardreamer/Warhammer%20TOEMP/DSC00694-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This is my converted chaplain; the shot turned out blurry because I'm still trying to figure out how to work my girlfriend's camera. She says to zoom in electronically, rather than hold it next to the thing, so I'll try that next time. His backpack is from the DA veteranse box, and I don't remember where the mace came from, but it was floating in my bits tub. Gave him a plasma pistol as well, but I never really use him because I've got the librarian and the Company Master.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Unfortunately, none of the other shots turned out that well. Doesn't really matter that much, though, because none of them are really painted yet that I want to show off. Anyways, next post will be my first step of the Deathwing Terminators.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-40623107089804116232009-08-08T22:27:00.002-07:002009-08-08T22:57:04.959-07:00Step one- sorting.So, I sat down with my codex and tried to sort stuff out for my TOEMP 'competition'. I use quotes only because it isn't really people trying to beat each other, it's several of us working together to keep each other encouraged.<br /><br />My Dark Angels are going to be from the 3rd Company; partly because the squad distribution works for my common army list, and partly because the iconography is the easiest available. The terminators will be from the Deathwing, of course, so that's pretty well laid out; I'll have several squads of tactical marines to sort, though. And I'm not sure, in the chapter organization, if the 'squad' it refers to is the 5 or the 10 man variants, because I plan to have a squad of 10 devastators, and I'm not sure if that'll be 9th and 10th squad, or just 9th. I also have some assault marines, but only 5 of those, so they'll just be 7th squad.<br /><br />For colors, I have Dark Angels green, Chaos black, Bleached bone, Skull white, Chainmail, and Scab red. (The GW store was out of Blood Red and Boltgun Metal, so i'm improvising) I also have a standard brush for painting, a fine detail for painting, and a standard brush that has become my drybrush.<br /><br />I think that I'll start out with a few wide shots of my full force, assembled for departure. Should be fun! Keep an eye out for them coming soon.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-49360515134346821202009-08-06T16:26:00.003-07:002009-08-06T16:55:18.559-07:00TOEMPWow, I'm going to actually have visitors to my blog. I'd better put some pants on.<br /><br />I've been asked to participate in a little, fun 'contest' that <a href="http://unforgivenangels.wordpress.com/">Unforgiven 73rd</a> is running on his blog- a Tale of Even More Painters. Hopefully, it'll motivate me to get the rest of my army painted up.<br /><br />Currently, I'm looking at about 3 full 10-man squads of tactical marines, a squad of jetpack-equipped assault marines, a squad of terminators, and a squad of scouts; in the less tedious category is my converted Librarian and Interrogator-chaplain, my Company Master, a Dreadnought and a Rhino. However, they've all been assembled, so I'll have to be painting around bolters and all sorts of fun things already stuck together- should be a nightmare. I mean fun! fun. right, I mean fun.<br /><br />But it'll be nice to have the motivation to finish painting, so I no longer have an entire army that is mostly plastic gray and a little bit of basecoated black. Darn, this means I'll have to hook up my digital camera, or get a better one, and show you lot pictures.<br /><br />Anyways, stay tuned, for some fun will be had.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-32021047323754988392009-05-18T15:28:00.002-07:002009-05-18T15:30:51.522-07:00Camping!Just got back from camping, I had a blast. Only a couple pitfalls- Adam broke my mom's camp chair, but said he'll pick up a new one to replace it; I chipped a tooth, bottom right molar, on my bacon Saturday morning; and all my hot dog buns were gone so I had to use bread Saturday night. Went on a couple hikes that were pretty enjoyable, got some of the first really solid sleep I'd had in months, and got to chop a bunch of firewood with a handaxe. Which, unfortunately, gave me blisters- totally worth it, though.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-35625027205226389522009-05-09T01:13:00.004-07:002010-12-22T18:07:07.292-07:00evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-72507017572614333882009-05-02T16:33:00.003-07:002009-05-02T16:41:02.916-07:00slight... confusion?I see obituaries, or just remembrances, posted occasionally- or more than occasionally- in the various catholic blogs I read, asking for a prayer for the repose of his soul. I've usually just said whatever strikes me at the moment- saying the sign of the cross, a hail mary, or something off the cuff and not 'standardized' (I use the term for lack of a better one- like how the 'our father' and such have words already, i just say whatever's on my mind). I need to track down what prayer is recommended for the situation, or if there's one; there may be a specific one I'm just not aware of.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-90586923481659067732009-04-24T16:24:00.002-07:002009-04-24T17:00:06.086-07:00PenanceFood on Fridays<br />03/28/2009<br /><br />March 28, 2009<br /><br />Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,<br /><br />With a few loaves of bread and a couple of fish, Jesus fed thousands. It was a sign of how he would himself become the Bread of Life, true life for those who believe in him.<br /><br /><strong>We cannot become literally other Christs</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[Though by ordination a priest is, when he celebrates Mass for example, <em>alter Christus</em>... ]</span></strong> We can be transformed by his life and be instruments of his life for others. Just as he accomplished salvation through his supreme sacrifice on the cross, we can fulfill our Christian mission through sacrifice. Jesus taught his disciples to pray, fast and care for the poor as types of sacrifice.<br /><br />Maybe we separate these three activities into distinct functions. Jesus drew them together in feeding the multitude. He took the meager food of the apostles, prayed over it and distributed it to the poor. On Calvary, after a day with no food or drink, he gave his life for us sinners, all the while praying to his Father.<br /><br />We can do the same in a very simple way. <strong>I am inviting the Catholic people of the Diocese of Steubenville to resume the practice of abstaining from meat on all Fridays throughout the year, but with a twist</strong>. I am asking that this be <strong>not only a penitential practice</strong> but also an experience of prayer and <strong>service</strong>. This can happen by connecting abstinence with our witness to the <strong>sacredness of human life</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[St. Pope Leo the Great (+461) in his preaching during penitential times always connected fasting to <em>almsgiving. </em>In the ancient Church fasting was not just penitential. It was a dimension of the Christian’s works of mercy.]</span></strong><br /><br />The Church teaches, in harmony with divine revelation, that <strong>every human life is sacred</strong> and inviolable from conception to natural death. Yet, abortion is widely accepted and legalized. Wars abound. Suicide bombings, terrorist attacks and public shootings kill innocent people. Domestic violence, human trafficking, racism, assisted suicide, capital punishment and so many other acts and attitudes degrade what is made in the image of God.<br /><br />We must continue to teach the truth about life without ceasing and without hesitancy. But actions often speak louder than words. <strong>Abstinence from meat on Fridays, for the sake of life, is one such action, especially when done in solidarity with one another</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[Remember the distinction in law between abstinence (giving up certain foods) and fasting (cutting back the quantity of food). Both are tools of discipline.]</span></strong><br /><br /><strong>Abstinence is a form of fasting</strong>—a discipline of the body. It can remind us of the beautiful gift of life that God has given to us personally. It can also remind us and each other of how sacred everyone else’s life is. As a public witness, it can be a service to those whose life and human dignity are at risk.<br /><br />Next to Sunday, <strong>Friday has always been a special day in the Catholic Church for prayer</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[We Catholics were famous for not eating meat on Fridays. It was part of our identity both for ourselves and Catholics (<em>ad intra</em>) and for the rest of the non-Catholic world (<em>ad extra</em>).]</span></strong> <strong>Offering prayer for life</strong>—praising God as the source of life and begging him to turn away threats to life—is a <strong>fitting addition to abstinence</strong>. This prayer can be in the parish setting, in the family or alone. Abstinence itself can be offered consciously as a prayer for life and in <strong>reparation</strong> for sins against life.<br /><br />Abstinence can also be service if we eat simple meatless food and <strong>donate the financial savings to the poor or to pro-life efforts</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[Which would require people a) to do this consciously and b) keep some sort of record. For example, when preparing supper calculate the difference in the cost of the meal if the, say, pork chops were substituted with, say, scrambled eggs.]</span></strong><br /><br />The <strong>resumption of year-round abstinence in the Diocese of Steubenville</strong> will begin after this coming Easter, one week after Good Friday (April 17). Although the practice will <strong>not be a requirement of law</strong>, and <strong>failing to keep it will not constitute a sin</strong>, I hope every one who is old enough to receive Holy Communion and well enough to come to church will take it seriously. Our parishes, schools and organizations should provide meatless food at their Friday activities.<br /><br />Until 1966, Catholics around the world were required to abstain from meat on all Fridays. That year, Pope Paul VI determined that the rules for fasting and abstinence should be set by the various episcopal conferences according to local circumstances. At the same time, <strong>he reminded us that doing penance was commanded by Christ himself and is an important part of our spiritual life</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[More on this below… a lot more…]</span></strong><br /><br />The bishops of the United States eliminated mandatory abstinence from meat on Fridays except during Lent. However, they <strong>insisted</strong> that all Catholics should observe some penitential practice on Fridays, in remembrance of the Lord’s passion and death, and they highly <strong>recommended</strong> continuing abstinence from meat. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[But…. wait for the coin to drop…. Do they? Do Catholics actually do penance?]</span></strong><br /><br />So, the present challenge to the people in our diocese is <strong>not really radical</strong>. It is a call to what many if not most of us <strong>have put aside</strong>. And it is a way for us, like the apostles, to give up a little food and help Jesus feed the world. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[It’s the <em>Catholic</em> thing to do!]</span></strong><br /><br />May God bless you and your sacrifice. May he protect the life he has so lovingly fashioned.<br /><br />Most Reverend R. Daniel Conlon<br />Bishop of Steubenville<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Abstaining from meat on fridays is difficult for me, since work provides my meals, and the vegetarian entree is a salad. Usually not enough for me, which yes, I realize is the point; it's supposed to be a noticeable, and meaningful, sacrifice. It's a simple enough one to do, and easy enough to remember- but i don't wanna! I guess it'll require more thought, perhaps packing a lunch on Fridays. Problem with that being that I've got Stargate with Richard right beforehand, so temperature-sensitive items won't be happy. Peanut butter and honey sandwiches, maybe?<br /><br />I didn't know about the penance thing, though, that it was still required- I just thought Mike was awesome for holding meatless Fridays year-round of his own volition. Definitely something to think about, though.<br /></span></span>evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-327661968793390582009-04-24T00:13:00.002-07:002009-04-24T00:27:51.222-07:00e.e. cummings<pre style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span>i carry your heart with me(i carry it in<br />my heart)i am never without it(anywhere<br />i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done<br />by only me is your doing,my darling)<br /> i fear<br />no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want<br />no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)<br />and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant<br />and whatever a sun will always sing is you<br /><br />here is the deepest secret nobody knows<br />(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud<br />and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows<br />higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)<br />and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart<br /><br />i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)<br /></span></span></pre>evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-3150736699479821922009-04-22T15:04:00.002-07:002009-04-22T15:07:23.014-07:00Space Marines, ahoy!So I got to play Warhammer 40k against Greg today- pitted my Dark Angels against his Eldar. 1500 points, well, I had 1440 and Greg had about 1450, but we called it close enough. He had 30 snipers, essentially, and I had 40+ well-rounded troops. I won the day by softening him up with rocket launchers, and then charging in to keep them occupied in melee.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-88312476867012662312009-04-20T18:58:00.001-07:002009-04-20T19:00:29.347-07:00Fr. Z found a good one.<div class="storycontent"> <p>Under <a href="http://wdtprs.com/blog/2009/04/card-canizares-cdwds-the-great-campaign-of-liturgical-formation/#comment-135403" target="_blank">another entry</a> commenter "Allan" posted the following, which is worthy of consideration on its own. My emphases and <span style="color:#cc0000;">comments</span>.<br /> <br /> </p> <blockquote>I’ve been wondering where to post this, but under the theme of “brick by brick” I think there’s a lesson here in not <strong>undoing the foundation by pulling out the bricks</strong>. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[Right. Sometimes people, perhaps in their zeal, harm their causes.]</span></strong><br /> <br /> I took my <strong>14 year old son to his first <span class="caps">EF </span>Mass</strong> on Easter Sunday. <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">[You know the old phrase about how many chances we have to make a first impression, right?]</span></strong> We sat off by ourselves and were engaged in a <strong>quiet pre-Mass discussion</strong> (whispers) about the divinity of Christ (14 year olds have a lot of questions, and parents take these opportunities as they come given teenage attention spans).<br /> <br /> Well, from <strong>long across the church this lady approaches us, speaks directly to my son telling him to “Shhhh!” and hands him a pre-printed card telling the reader it is inappropriate to talk in church and to “Be quiet!”</strong> <span style="color:#cc0000;"> <strong>[Wow…. I would be tempted to buy a couple of cases of those, actually. But this delivery was not very well thought through.]</strong></span> Now this lady was nowhere near enough to have actually been able to hear us talking, but <strong>clearly lived for the opportunity to hand out these cards</strong> and assume control of the church and the people in it. Not exactly a “welcoming” atmosphere. <br /> <br /> I explained to my son afterwards that:<br /> <br /> 1) As his father, it’s my standards of public deportment he needs to worry about, not what some stranger in a church thinks<br /> 2) This person was not speaking on behalf of anyone in authority (i.e. was not clergy, a rector, etc.)<br /> 3) There was nothing inappropriate about the topic or quiet nature of our conversation<br />4) One person does not a congregation make: there were a great many people there (well, not too many) who did not (apparently) take exception to us, and the whole congregation should not be judged by the actions of one old lady<br /> <br /> I think we should be careful not to remove any bricks during the construction. <span class="caps">IMO</span>.<br /> </blockquote> <p>There are a lot of good points to discuss here, so long as you are very careful and really think about what you are tempted to post as a comment.</p><p><br /></p><p>My comment:<br /></p><p>I have been attending Mass with my ex-girlfriend since before she was my ex. My first few times, I had no idea what was going to occur, and so I had questions; I made certain to ask them at times, and volumes, that would not disrupt those around me. However, if I had been treated as the poor child was, given a card and rudely shushed, when I was trying to gain a greater appreciation for what I was witnessing- I would have walked out then and there, and likely not returned. I would not have had the chance for salvation I do now; the holier-than-thou (I believe the term appropriate here) woman would have chased me away from everything. If your prayers, meditation, and faith is such a shaky thing that a potential/recent convert attempting to learn more about the faith they are approaching can disrupt it… does the problem really lie with them?</p><p></p></div>evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-14561535851770479412009-04-12T23:29:00.002-07:002009-04-12T23:31:28.529-07:00Hmm.Well, Lent is over, so now I'm not sure what to talk about- I'm thinking about analyzing the Sunday Gospel readings, and their connections to the other readings. Probably post more about other random stuff, too. So no, I haven't forgotten about this- I simply don't know what to say next.<br /><br />Glad I didn't go with my original idea to post several blogs, about religion, WoW, etc. I don't even have the content to fill up one.evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2626787958326862706.post-11661816910394727702009-04-03T17:41:00.002-07:002009-04-03T18:19:03.414-07:00Five About Holiness - Friday"Do you have a special person you can talk to about anything?"<br /><br />I suppose Leah is the closest I have. Greg would be second. Greg, however, I really can't talk to about romantic woes- and Leah I have trouble talking to about woes involving her. Other dilemmas I can bring to her no problem, and she'll give me her insight on the situation. It's becoming harder to bring things to her, though, because sometimes I just can't reach her. I tried talking to her about what she was doing, how unfair it was to Tony, but I couldn't get her to realize what she was doing to him was wrong. She insisted that because there was nothing romantic about it on her side, there was nothing improper to her behavior- and I wasn't strong enough to take a stand myself. I made a choice, but it was the easy choice... and I'm not certain it was the right one. But it's the one I'll stick to until something else changes it- I doubt Tony will be as copacetic as she is. And then she said that she would make him see there was nothing wrong with it. That honestly smacks of hubris- that she was so sure she was right, even though she said she gave consideration to his feelings... that no matter how he stood, she would make him be on her side of it. And she, after that deliberation, decided not to tell him- but not to hide it from him. That's dangerously close to lying by omission.<br /><br />I tried to make her see that, but she wouldn't. She initially tried to guilt trip me about it, in a quiet way, but quit trying to do that- then simply said she would abide by my decision. The decision wasn't the point- trying to get her to see what she was doing was. But I suppose it's always been a lost cause. I love her, but I can't reach her- and her pride keeps her from seeing her errors. :/evanfardreamerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07139014422086590847noreply@blogger.com0